Yes he is wackier than I am! At least I think so! My camera has had a major malfunction so I am using a few old pictures here! One thing I can say about Chris is if you are depressed he will always get you out of it! I think four weeks after MJ passed away he drove to my house told me to get dressed and drove us all down to down town Disney. He had been wanting to take the kids to the Dinosaur restaurant and he said he was not waiting any longer to do stuff, you don't know how long we have on this earth and he was going to have some fun! Of course the kids had a fabulous time. I slept on they way there and back and didn't eat much! I felt like I was on a Shanghaied vacation. But I will say this, He has a lot of Love in that wacky heart of his. He knew I needed to get up and out of bed and he didn't ask he told me too(like a drill Sergeant)!
I love this guy! He is an amazing friend and brother. I hope you all have someone out there like this guy! This picture was a week before Christmas! We were at a Christmas party (another forced event-I might add). But all night he sat by my side along with his wife and Aaron just saying we are going to have fun, aren't we having fun, your having a good time right? To be honest I did have a bit of fun along with a trip to the bathroom crying because a song made me think of MJ. But my feelings were so raw that early into losing her. I felt bad for the longest time having a smile or having a good time or even enjoying the other children. But I know MJ would not want me for one minute to cry or be sad. If I cried she was the first one by my side hugging me and kissing me and saying "it's all right Mama"! I just want to smile and think of my Sweet MJ being happy! Hey if you have a great friend or family member post about them and let me know! Who's making you smile?
Yes he is wackier than I am! At least I think so! My camera has had a major malfunction so I am using a few old pictures here! One thing I can say about Chris is if you are depressed he will always get you out of it! I think four weeks after MJ passed away he drove to my house told me to get dressed and drove us all down to down town Disney. He had been wanting to take the kids to the Dinosaur restaurant and he said he was not waiting any longer to do stuff, you don't know how long we have on this earth and he was going to have some fun! Of course the kids had a fabulous time. I slept on they way there and back and didn't eat much! I felt like I was on a Shanghaied vacation. But I will say this, He has a lot of Love in that wacky heart of his. He knew I needed to get up and out of bed and he didn't ask he told me too(like a drill Sergeant)! 
I love this guy! He is an amazing friend and brother. I hope you all have someone out there like this guy! This picture was a week before Christmas! We were at a Christmas party (another forced event-I might add). But all night he sat by my side along with his wife and Aaron just saying we are going to have fun, aren't we having fun, your having a good time right? To be honest I did have a bit of fun along with a trip to the bathroom crying because a song made me think of MJ. But my feelings were so raw that early into losing her. I felt bad for the longest time having a smile or having a good time or even enjoying the other children. But I know MJ would not want me for one minute to cry or be sad. If I cried she was the first one by my side hugging me and kissing me and saying "it's all right Mama"! I just want to smile and think of my Sweet MJ being happy! Hey if you have a great friend or family member post about them and let me know! Who's making you smile?
3 comments:
what a great post carrie! here's to chris AND mj! love ya girl!
hugs, me
ok and i am sure that posting this made u smile also!!! u have been through a lot in the short time that you have been on this earth, i love ya bunches, and i look at your site daily
kisses-ambular
This post mademe smile! How great to have a brother so close!!!! Still no LOA? Email me when you get time...
Post a Comment